The Counselor is IN!

Hello friends! It's me... I think I've officially read everything I can google about fixing my marriage, and then... He tells me, "Things have been going really good lately!!!" I'm so happy... I'm trying so hard to show him that I really do love him and want to be with him forever... I've never been real good at depending on anyone... I'm an only child with parents that both worked full time, my dad gone all week and only home on weekends... This means that I'm also very private. I don't like to share everything with everyone. I don't tell him everything, and that's where part of our issue is... I'm also a compulsive liar... It stems back to early childhood for me. I remember lying to my grandma about things... It's not even stuff that really matters... Stupid little things... Like "Mel, did you mail the electric bill today?" I say, "Yes!!!" when in reality, it's in the car, in the envelope, and I forgot and will mail it in the morning... It's so much easier to say yes than to get in trouble for forgetting... Grrr... SO, that in mind, I'm so happy to say that I haven't lied about any of that stuff to him for the last 3 months!!! The job hunt is still on... I'm also helping out my mother-in-law at her bar part time. Tomorrow night is my night on... WOOOOOOOOOO!!! hahaha... Hopefully it's not TOO busy. I hate when it's really busy. I sent my resume to a guy at a radio station in Willmar. Hopefully that one works out because I miss working at a radio station... That's one of the funnest jobs I've ever had... Well, I think I've written enough now... Have a nice week!!!!!

Mindless blogging...

I'm blogging for no apparent reason... Nothing exciting has happened to me... But I have now officially lost 20 pounds. I'm slightly broke... I can't fit into my pants, and I'm actually wearing a polo shirt today... Grr... Life is fun...

In a nutshell...

Life is pretty good lately. The hubby and I are getting along really well... I think it helps when we focus most of our attention on each other and meeting each other's needs... PLUS talking to each other... I haven't lost a whole lot more weight... I think I'm at the stage where I plateau for a little while... But I can tell that I have lost weight now... My clothes don't fit... So, maybe my fat is all turning into muscle???? I don't know... ANYWAY... my life is pretty uneventful besides all that stuff...